Wednesday, 12 October 2016

WITH YOU FOREVER (My debut novel)


This story is the journey of a young man Amit, discovering himself in different aspects of existence. His dilemmas and conflicts have been depicted. How his over ambitious nature turns his life into a living nightmare is harrowing. Amit an engineer is handsome and hard working. His goals are highly set and clear. He has the attitude of a playboy towards girls and how this attitude takes a serious turn in his life he himself does not get to know. Maria, his love object, is a simple girl with high moral values. Being the eldest child, she has to make certain choices, and tragically this ushers her life into a mess. Amit got trapped in grinding problems and tried to escape from stark realities of his life. He is in search of ever evading peace of mind. But does he ever come to terms with himself? Does he ever get his lost love back? Does he ever feel complete? Where do his abject circumstances lead him ultimately?

Grab your copy for heart throbbing story....


Tuesday, 4 October 2016

The moment we met



All emotions are at hold to try and be normal,
I am sitting next to you it is still unbelievable,
I hold your hand to feel and touch your presence,
You seem nervous and needed to be calmed. 

We are still struggling to absorb our togetherness,
Both are aware that moment is short like a bubble,
We have so many things to say and express,
Both of us were silent and lost conventional words.

I hold your hands tight to pass my warmth,
Warmth of my body, sentiments and soul,
Want to give you confidence that I am still in your hold,
I am trying to convey my unexpressed love on being bold.

The moment of togetherness was slipping from our hand,
We know that our separation is universe’s notified plan,
A pain over powered again by thinking that we have to separate.
You look like drowning inside and strange pain generated.

My heart was sinking seeing you sadden,
I maintained a smile on my lips to keep you calm,
You moved deeply, and I mourned inside realizing that,
A tempest came and went, we are separated again.



Tuesday, 28 June 2016

Letter of love



How can I write a letter to you my sweetheart?
I am at a loss of words when I pick my pen and start.

I can say that you are my dream, which I dared not to view,
My love, you are my North Star to show path for my pains flew.

You are the beat of my heart which throbs inside me,
A hidden secret which I locked inside and threw its key.

My sentiments which I feel deep inside are a bliss,
You are the rhyme of my breaths and untold story that world miss.

You are worth to think of in my cloudy days and dark nights,
You always complete me and give me strength to move and fight.

You are aware of all my flaws and yet guide and forgive kindly,
I am blessed to have you in my life and love you blindly.

Is it necessary to write a love letter to express and to confess?
You are my soul-mate and can feel that you are the person I possess. 




Sunday, 12 June 2016

मुहब्बत की मंज़िल




एक कसक सी है के, कुछ इस तरह गुज़रे ये ज़िदगी के मुक़ाम--मज़िल पा जाए,

सिला मिले मुझे भी मेरे सब्र का, आँखे खोलूँ और खुआब हक़ीक़त मे ढल जाये।


वक़्त का पहिया पीछे घूमे तरह के, खो गया जो मुझ वो वापिस मिल जाए,

मेरा अनकहा दर्द मुझ से निजात पा जाए और मेरे सारे ग़म ख़ुशी में ढल जाये।


रातों के पहर मैंने गुज़ारे हैं जाग कर, जिसमें फ़ना हो जाता है अंधेरा, तू वो चाँद बन जाए,

फूलो में ख़ुशबू और समंदर में लहरें है जैसे, हमारा साथ भी कुछ इस तरह हो जाये।


हसरतें हैं की वक़त के साथ और जवाँ होती है, वजूद मेरा हर बंदिशों से आज़ाद हो जाए,

दास्ताँ मेरी जो है बेदम है बिछड़ कर तुझ से, मिले तू तो मुकम्मल हो जाये।


तेरी खुआईशे हो सब मुझ से जुड़ी, कुछ तुझे पाने की तलब, मुझ में भी ख़ुदगर्ज़ हो जाए,

क़दम यू बढ़ा मेरी तरफ़ के, ये फ़सले तेरे मेरे दरमियाँ के, मुहब्बत की मंज़िल पा जाये।






Tuesday, 31 May 2016

सूकून-ए-रूह




कह सके सब दिल की हसरतें, किसी एक को तो ऐसा बना कर देख,

पत्थर लगती है गर ये दुनिया, तो किसी एक को अपना आंइना बना कर तो देख।


वो महसूस करता है सब राज़ दिल के तेरे, तू देख अपना अक्स उसकी रूह में,

मुमकिन है के तेरी और उसकी हसरतें एक सी हों, तू हक़ जता कर तो देख।


शिकवे तेरे जहाँन भर से सही, लेकिन किसी  एक को  तो ज़िदगी में अपनाके देख,

दे सके तुझे सूकून--रूह, किसी एक इंसा को एक बार आज़मा कर तो देख।


लफजों के भँवर में ना उलझ, सवालों के दायरे से कर ख़ुद को रिहा,

हर नामुमकिन हो सकता है मुमकिन, तू ज़रा हिम्मत जुटा कर तो देख।


रिश्ते वो ही नहीं हुआ करते जिन में, सिर्फ़ रस्में बाँधती हैं दो वजूदो को,

बंद आँखों और दिल की धड़कनों से किसी को पहचान कर तो देख।