A Desired love letter

Hey!
A desire to share, I want a letter from you,
A letter from my love and written with love,

Expressing sentiments, that without me you are lonely,
Each and every word must be emotive, for me only,

Hey!
Express when did the beats of heart elevate,
When did you skip a few beats of it, while thinking of me,
Did I ever fill your breath with calmness, share that kindly,
Did I ever give you a reason to live and love me blindly.

Hey!
Will you be able to mention my ways, that you like most,
Of course also the things you dislike and want to change,
Could I ever have influenced you in any good deed,
Am I the person of your need? Do write briefly. 

Hey!
All your moments with me should be told,
I want all bare truth and confessions in bold,
Don't forget the thing that you, love in me the most,
Pour all those sentiments that I want to feel close.

Hey!

The sleepless nights should be talked about,

Silly moments like smelling roses with thoughts of blue,

Declare, did you ever write my name on any wall?

Any stupid thing that you did, that now made you laugh by recall?

Hey!

Don’t forget to share all your fantasies, related to me,

Reveal the things which you didn’t dare to share with me,

How to you the image of our togetherness feel ecstatic?

Any special thing which makes you feels blissful being with me.

Hey!

I am hanging around for the love packed words,

Printed in black and white with poignant colors,

Exclusive feeling which would be my life’s treasure,

A reason to fall in love with you again and again, wholly and forever.

तमन्नाओ का सिला

ये रस्मो के धुँध कहाँ से निकलते हैं, ये जिस्मों के कारवाँ किस ओर चलते है,

हम से है ज़माना या ज़माने से हम, सवाल है कई जो सुबहो-शाम जलते हैं।

क़ैद है हर कोई इस जहाँ की बेड़ियों में, रूह लिए सभी रोज़ इस जिस्म में मरते हैं,

चल देंगे कहीं और सब छोड़ कर एक दिन, हादसे भला कब तलक टलते हैं।

वो जो अपना लगता है किसी और का हो जाएगा, बेवफ़ा हर मोड़ पर रहते हैं,

ज़िंदगी कट जाती है खुआईश में मनचाहे हमसफ़र की, साथ निभाने

वाले कहाँ मिलते हैं।

मुहब्बत की फ़िराक़ में रहने से क्या होगा हासिल, जब ख़ंजर लिए हमनवा फिरते हैं

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है अगर ख़ामोश तबियत तो सिल लो होंठों को, कह ना दे कोई के हम शिकवा

करते हैं।

आसमा से आगे तो होगा जहाँ ऐसा, चलेगी हुकूमत अपनी, बेदख़ल कर देंगे, जो हमें

खलते हैं।

तमन्नाओ का सिला हो जाएगा हमे भी फिर हासिल, मेरे खुआब कुछ ऐसी ताबीर में

ढलते हैं।

A Surrender

Staring into your deep eyes, I am indulging into a fascination,
A desire to be close to you is stimulating inside my being, 
My love is pure for you, untouched and unexpressed,
A thirst to taste my love, bringing me more close to you,
Is lust over powering me, or nature’s way of  bringing lovers together?

You are looking uncomfortable, shy and anxious,

  Are you really edgy or is this silent feminine invitation to me?
I want to come closer to you and to love you more deeply,
A touch, a warmth of your body, aroma of your open hair, softness of wet lips,
Creating magical effect on me,  is love in the air or am I becoming crazy slowly?

I know you love me more than anyone ever could , selfless and unsaid,
Want to give you my everything which you never demanded before,
You are upset and confused as my sentiments yearn for lust,

I am just desirous to adore you in all ways and want to pay my best,
Accept my devotion, would you let me love you beyond all limitations?

A gentle request, loving tantrum, you are tender and ready to surrender,
Is it willingness of same desire or you bow down as I am your weakness?
A silence is broken by beats of heart and by warmth of our breaths,
Look into my eyes, give me a smile, don't let your guilt kill my love for you,
Isn't this  the tranquil moment of lovers, you and me are one now?

Can I…

Can I dare to come close to your aura, while caressing leisurely your long beautiful hair,
Keeping your head on my chest, so that you could count each of my heartbeat with care.

Can I lie on your lap and you would close your face towards mine, to feel warmth of togetherness,
A closeness that would take my breath away and to give me heavenly feeling of tenderness.

Can I choose to be close in the curves of your body to absorb calmness which is gifted to you?
In bright twilight I want to listen each loud thump of your heart, which beats for me only.

Can I play in rain water shower with you to express my love with every falling raindrop,
An experience that would make me believe, you are just made for me, my untouched pure love.

Can I image a complete skinny touch with you, to feel warmth of your body a physical way of play?

A fear overpowers of loosing you as a dew drop that vanishes after touch of sun ray. 

Can I write unsaid and unread lyrics on each of your spark of beauty to express my sentiments that throb for you,
By using ink of rainbow colors so that nature would sum up with me to sing my love song only for you.

Unsaid Love

Love is a bond...
A unique spiritual tie,
Between two souls an unbreakable relation,
Which is beyond any worldly calculation.

Love is a game...
A secret mission planted by nature,
It's a responsibility to be carried between two,
A selfless care protecting from all damages.

Love is a journey…

A sentiment traveling from one to another,

Hearts connected with each other and beat,

Silence speaks, feelings conveyed without bridge of words.

Love is a promise...
A promise to keep life long,
Unsaid and untold to undergo it's worth lifetime,
A truth of worthiness and loyalty for each other.

Love is a faith…

Close to blind as love is known for,

A trust needed to keep in-between,

So that no obstacle can break a concrete relation.

Love is spiritual...
An internal dealing to enlighten souls,
A natural fire to ignite same sentiments,
In two pure hearts to connect and to feel love!

ऐ ज़िदगी!

ऐ ज़िदगी! तेरे सैकड़ों फ़लसफ़ो के ख़ातिर, तुझे सजदे हज़ार,

हर मोड़ पर नये हुस्न-ओ-फ़रेब, हर लम्हे में तेरे, मुहब्बतें बेहिसाब।

कभी रोशन सी सुबह तेरी, कभी खौफनाक से, हर सू अंधेरे साए,

कुदरत के सतरंगी बिखरे रंग सुहाने और हर तरफ फैला हुआ शबाब।

तुझ पे एतबार करे भी तो कैसे, फ़ितरतन तू है सदियों से बेवफ़ा,

कहीं सहरा के दिल फ़रेब शरारे, कहीं ख़ुशियों का समंदर लाजवाब।

तुझ से है कायनात सारी और उस से जुड़ी ये ज़िंदगियाँ हमारीं,

तेरे हर रंग से रंगना सीखा मुख़्तलिफ़, कोई फ़रिश्ता सीरत तो कोई इंसान ख़राब।

ख़फ़ा क्यों है ख़ुद से, रोता है क्यों ग़र किसी ने अपना बना कर तुझे छला,

देख बहारों की दिलकश महफ़िल और बाँहें फैलाए कोई और हमनवाब।

अहसास

ये दर्द कैसा है रूबरू मुझ में, साँसों में रवाँ है बेबसी से और ख़त्म नहीं होता,

एक सदा तो सुनाई देती है, मुड़ के देखती हुँ तो कोई हमसफ़र नहीं होता।

अदा करनी होगी मेरी रूह को क़ीमत, मर-मर के जीने की कुछ इस तरह,

यू बार-बार मौत के दर पर खड़े हो कर मुझ से भी अब, जीना नहीं होता।

क्या है वो अंजान अहसास मरने का, जो इस तरह दस्तक दे के लौट जाया करता है,

ज़िदगी से कर देता है जुदा मुझे,पर ख़ुदाया वो मौत भी नहीं होता।

मैं ये नहीं कहती के खुआईशे मुझ में ना रही, मैं बेज़ार हो गई और कोई तलब ना रही,

धड़कते दिल और साँसों का सिलसिला, हमेशा ज़िदगी का निशाँ नहीं होता।

दिल-ए-नादाँ की बेबसी देखिये, हर बार करता है दावे मुहब्बत के बेपनाह,

अरे वो अमानत है किसी ग़ैर की, तेरा होता तो, तुझे मिल ना गया होता।